my xanga picture looks NOTHING like me anymore.

it's really weird. how i changed. or just how people change in general.

and no, just because i'm quiet and i don't talk your ear off for 4 hours doesn't mean i'm a bitch.

thanks.

HEY.

so, my hair is getting long.

the last few months of my life have been beyond amazing,

and, i'm in school now.

i just feel good.

and i have a lot of bills.

but, that's okay. life goes on.

this is really weird.

but.

having dreams about me being pregnant is weird. getting my period late is scary. for some reason all i've been thinking about is children and how im looking forward to having them. i know for sure, me being 19, that right now in my life i am not stable enough to have children. far too young and immature. it's just i really look forward later on in life to having children. i don't want them when im 20 or when im 50. i want to have a child where i'll be able to watch them grow up and and just be apart of the people i bought into this world.

SO ODD. but anyways.

im enjoying new audioslave, auqeduct, and the kaiser chiefs. all really good in my opinion.

i really have no idea why i decided to update this.

pelican was pretty much amazing.

www.flower15.com    read more about it.

a big concert that's like a week long.

Tuesday, 11/8
Local H
Detachment Kit
Hopesfall
Big Business

Wednesday, 11/9
TBA
Pelican
Criteria
Cougars

Thursday, 11/10
Ted Leo/Pharmacists
TBA
TBA
The Essex Green
Just A Fire

Friday, 11/11 (early)
Jimmy Eat World
American Analog Set
Maritime

Friday, 11/11 (late)
Smoking Popes
Bella Lea

Saturday, 11/12 (early)
The Promise Ring
Make Believe
Tristeza

Saturday, 11/12 (late)
TBA
Isis

Sunday, 11/13
TBA
The Chariot
Evergreen Terrace
Since By Man

COUGARS ARE PLAYING.

i dyed my hair 3 times in the past week. i worked over 40 hours the past week. i average 3-4 hours of sleep a night. i'm exhausted.

28 days.

oh, pelican is on saturday.